How?

How do I learn to live without telling you how I feel each moment?

How do I undo all that was done?

How do I behave stranger when you were the only one I had ever known?

How do I stop these tears?

How do I forget you? How do I live without you?

How do I learn to breathe without your name?

How do I change myself to something I have never been?

It’s a tale of how a beautiful love was killed by the circumstances….by foolishness..by selfishness…..by fate….by time…..but whatever be the reason the heart still loves what it used to love…and it will take some time till the heart learns to beat again….and before the cruel harps of time fade my memory of the events that happened let me pen down the beautiful moments in my life that I lived. That I was lucky enough to live and unlucky enough to lose.

It is swirming in my heart…and how strange it is how the seven years with him never brought too many memories back while he was still there and once he left each and ecery minute detail of each and every meeting replayed and replayed in my mind…..tormenting my heart each time welling up my eyes each time and making me feel worse and worse.